On Hating Gay Men

For the first time, after about three years of blogging, I received a series of messages in this blog directed against me and the whole gay community. The messages are in direct assault to us, gay men so I decided to reject them.

I allow all messages in this blog even if they are against my opinion or even if they lambast the movies that I write. But messages of hatred against my fellow gay men have no space in this blog.

Mr. gay hater, I am hoping that you read this post as well.

Ask yourself why is there so much hatred within you against gay men? Consider the fact that normal, psychologically healthy individuals do not harbor such hatred against the queer community. They may not agree with what we, gay men do with our sex lives, but they certainly do not go around reading gay blogs and composing letters of hatred against a minority population.

I challenge you to look within yourself and understand this source of hatred. This process may take some time but whatever its outcome, i assure you this will lead you to better self acceptance and understanding that the world around us is more complex and more diverse that we can actually comprehend.

Peace be with you.

Straight Lovers into Gay Sex

Here's a letter from Marvin who shares his interesting sexual experiences with his three male lovers whose self identification is heterosexual:

Lex im your reader who said that,

You two anonymous are completely mistaken or perhaps you have not experienced it yourselves. I am a living proof of having 3 straight guys I have relationship with.

I should say I have invested blood and sweat just to get what I wanted. I court them like a straight guy would court a girl, I have to spend money to take them to nice restaurants, give them gifts, and just be thoughtful always, (Im not like other gays who would let the guy know Im only after sucking his dick) tyaga talaga but Im happy because this is who I am, I like to challenge myself but in the end the reward is more than I always expected.

Mind you Im not bad looking and any gays would readily take me, Anyways, when they finally gave in, you were right, they would just lie in bed and let me do my stuff but as we keep doing it over and over again, (yes, they can't resist the power of a gay's man mouth on their dicks, once they experience it they will come back for more) they started reciprocating (meaning we do 69) to my surprise of course! And one of these 3 would love me to fuck him and it is just one thing he only wanted me to do to him rather than giving him a blow. If you ask me why? I let him watched a gay xxx movie and probably got curious. Straight guys don't even know about stimulating their prostate glands hidden inside their anus. Don't u love it when they found out? To be honest, I don't expect them to suck me too everything just happens spontaneously. As i said, it took a while before these straight guys would suck my dick the way I did.

Siguro it would a need a further study from the experts why suddenly a straight guy would do gay thing in bed with a partner. Even me is perplexed but Im loving it.

I dont make a sweeping generalization that all straight guys will eventually suck someone's dick but don't give me your crap that straight men at all cost would not suck a dick if given the chance and not enjoy it.

Mahabang discussion ito but like I said, this happened to me and still happening as Im still very much involved with them discreetly that is, since they have their own families to contend with.

And you have no idea how it makes me happy when they text me " I love you!"

              Marvin

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Dear Marvin,

Thank you for sharing this.

You are very lucky to have your lovers and to be sexually satisified by these men who identify themselves as straight. I think that's what's great about Filipinos. Many straight Filipinos are willing to try gay sex. Such phenomena is backed up by studies from the University of the Philippines and the Department of Health.

May you always have love and fantastic sex in your life.

Lex

The Immoral Men

The COMELEC building in Intramuros, Manila

The Commission on Election once denied the accreditation of the gay political group, Ang Ladlad because of its "immorality". In 2007, its chair Ben Abalos called Ang Ladlad phantoms and refused to accredit us. The clean man of Comelec is now charged wth graft by the Ombudsman.

Last year, Comelec commissioner Nicodemo Ferrer called "Ang Ladlad" immoral. Now, the holy man of Comelec is now suspected of allegedly making a phone call regarding cheating in the elections and of overpricing ballot secrecr folders.

Now, let the question be posed again. Who is immoral?

(News Source: Danton Remoto of Ang Ladlad)

Sexy Men in Power

Daniel Fernando (left) in the
poster of "Macho Dancer"

 The recent elections has brought two sexy men from showbiz to important local governemnt positions. First is Daniel Fernando as vice governor of Bulacan and second is re-elected Manila vice mayor Isko Moreno.

Daniel Fernando is famous in the 80's for his bold performance (exhibition of erect penis and masturbation) in what for me is the sexiest classic Filipino film Scorpio Nights megged by Peque Gallaga.

Meanwhile, Isko Moreno went through the sexy route in his showbiz career appearing in small, boldie films showing his wet crotch and all. He was also rumored to be one of the favored "boylets" of popular gay starmaker.

Isko Moreno

What's interesting here is that despite of their showbiz careers that will never be praised by the Catholic church, they were able to win the trust of their constituents probably because of they are capable of becoming good public servants.

So to all the hunks out there who are afraid of the social implications of going naked in front of the camera or the stigma of  being involved with another gay man, these experiences will never stop you from winning the public trust in case you'd like a political career in the future. And for this reason, I just love this country more!

Erection

Lexuality Says:

Never trust a man who promises you something while his penis is erect.

Binatilyo

I'm used to seeing guys go bare in front of a camera or perhaps under the dizzying, smoky lights of a strip bar stage.

But I have yet to see sexy guys parade in their bikinis inside a mall under the well lit sun roof and the wholesome eyes of the public.

Don't you just love malls that have sexy guys like these for a show?

This one is taken from Binatilyong Pinoy Pampanga Search from a facebook friend. Now, I want to visit this mall!

A Sauna Story

I was talking to a former employee of what used to be the "top gym" in the Philippines. The FTG (former top gym) in the early 90's, had a sauna and steam room that was notorious for gay cruising. For this reason, according to my source, the FTG management decided to close down all their sauna facilities citing the public danger of fire accidents it poses to its clients (can you actually find any sillier reason than that?)

Fast forward to 21st century, the gym market is dominated by Fitness First and Gold's Gym - all popular among gay men. And the former top gym? They are barely existent.

Straight Men Sucking...

Here's a comment from an anonymous Lexuality reader that made my day. (I'm sure Sigmund Freud would be happy with this too!)

"Kahit straight pa ang isang lalaki, may feminine side pa din na just waiting to be unleashed. lahat ng lalaki sumuso sa dede ng nanay nila, it's the first thing they learned in this world. i see no reason why they can't know how to suck again anything that ca be sucked"

A TV Controversy

Here's a controversial "tarayan" episode between a gay veteran star and a talented TV director on the set of a teleserye that features young stars.

Gay Veteran Star is reported to be a very close friend of this young lead actor of a romantic teleserye whose age is barely legal.

On one particular stressful shoot, the TV director was so pissed with the young actor who barely knows how to act. The director shouted "Sinabi na kasing huwag munang magpahada bago pumunta sa set!" (Don't get a blow job from your gay patrons before coming to work)

The young actor reported the incident to the Gay Veteran Star who holds some power in their TV network. GVS stormed the shoot and reprimanded the director in front of his staff. He even told the actors: "Huwag kayong magpapabastos sa direktor niyo! Isumbong niyo sa akin!" (Don't allow your director to insult you. Report to me if he does it again)

CLUE:

The talented TV director was once a lead actor in one of the pioneering gay digital films. The gay veteran star? hello! there are only very few gay veteran stars alive today!

Gipit?

Lexuality Says:

Saan pa nga ba kakapit ang guwapong gipit?

Naughty Cinema

There's a cinema in Cubao that's pretty popular with sexually adventurous gay men - from the horny young ones to the lonely middle aged men. Its name is "Remar" and it has a solid following among local queer folks that during the height of typhoon Ondoy (Ketsana) where hundreds of thousands lost their houses, the gay film, "Bayaw" being shown at that time still had a very strong box office returns.

And because a huge majority of its patrons are gay men, there's a lot of naughty stuff happening inside. But of course to avoid the ire of authorities, discretion is always observed. (that means, no noisy sounds while sucking dicks! hehehe)

Remar is located right behind the Gateway mall along Aurora boulevard. And since our gay film, "Pulupot" is being shown there this week, you can be assured that there's a lot of interesting guys you can meet inside.

"Pulupot" is also being shown at Gotesco Grand Central, which according to my research is another naughty cinema.

Prayer to a Brazilian Cock

model only

I was at the gym peeing by the urinals. Then this well built, handsome looking Brazilian model stood beside me to pee as well. I noticed that he was standing a few more inches away from the urinals. Then I realized why. In his hand was a humongous manhood unconsciously passing it's yellow fluid.

He wasn't showing it off. He just had to stay a little farther to perfect his urinary trajectory.

And immediately, I thought about how I felt seeing such a huge dick for the first time in my life. I was perplexed. I didn't feel anything sexual about it. My feeling was something beyond the reach of my flesh.

I was in awe. It was almost spiritual. It was perhaps, rapture. Probably the same kind of amazement if the Virgin Mary suddenly appears before you. And for this apparition, I pray:

"Oh Brazilian cock, I am not worthy to be your servant. But just say the words, and i shall kneel before you all my life. Amen."

Suck

A scene from "Pulupot"

Make your May 12 (Wednesday) hotter by watching our film "Pulupot" at the following theaters:

Robinsons Galleria
Remar (Cubao at the back of Gateway)
Gotesco Grand Central
Cinema (Cebu)

By the way, have you seen the FULL FRONTAL OF GIO GAPAS?

Pulupot
Direction: Monti Parungao
Screenplay: Lex Bonife
Starring: Justin Ferrer (Survivor Philippines), Justin De Leon (Ang Lalake sa Parola), Echo Caceres (Survivor Philippines) and Gio Gapas.

The Guard Part 4

Here's the final installment of my personal memoir that I should have written for my favorite column, Xerex Xaviera:

Si Gardo Part 4

There will be times na patitgilin niya ako dahil sa sobrang sarap daw ng sensation na naramdaman niya! Sobrang init daw ng katawan niya at para daw siyang nakukuryente.


Kaya naman lalo ko pang ginalingan ang pag-suck ko sa kanya. He was probably the sexiest guy I have been with.

He was moaning quite loud when he came inside my mouth. I absorbed his manly taste at niyakap niya ako ng pagkahigpit-higpit. By the way, it was Christmas day. And this was the best gift I got.

I gave him another blow job before we slept into each other’s arms. Before his 6am duty that day, I woke up at about 430am. I felt his crotch again -- almost ready for its morning hardon. I went inside the blanket and woke him up with an early morning blow.

What’s really nice about him is has been quite affectionate with me as well. Madalas nauuna pa siyang mag-text sa akin to tell me he misses me. Feeling ko tuloy nagising ko ang kanyang homosexual longings.

After a few months, I resigned from our office in Makati to join another company in Quezon city. Naging madalang na an gaming pag-uusap. Hanggang nakalimutan na naming ang isa’t isa.

UPDATE:

Recently, I visited the building of my client and I was surprised to see him there. He was still as handsome as before, a nostalgic smile dissolved across his face. I gave him my card and told him to contact me

“Sir, may asawa na ako”, he replied.

And I knew what he meant.

Pulupot Exposed!

During the shoot of Pulupot, all the actors were housed in a villa inside the very nice Lakeshore Property in Pampanga. While I and the other gay staff, director Monti Parungao, photographer Ian Felix Alquiros and producer Carlos Barrera were on the other villa (needless to say, my night was boring! hehehe).

I am an early riser so I volunteered to wake up everyone including the actors.

Now, there's an ulterior motive why I like to wake up everyone in the morning because as per my boy scout days, the early morning reveals the woody interiors of all the boys in our tent. So by around 7 am, I was excited to check out the sleeping actors.

But I was in for a surprise. I was aghast to see that some of the actresses (playing bit roles) were sleeping inside the arms of the actors!

I immediately recommended to the producer not to pay talent fees to these actresses since they had so much fun for the evening (The producer being a kind soul didn't hear my case) And from then on, I promised myself never to write any script with small young female roles to keep promiscuous newbie actresses from the shoot of my script!

But did I get to see some morning woody? Oh yes! Thanks to Gio Gapas (who was sleeping in his gray bikinis) and Jeff Luna (sleeping in his thin basketball shorts). My eyes had a great morning!

Pulupot runs on May 12 (Wednesday) at Robinsons Cinemas and other gay friendly theaters around the Metro. And mind you, the MTRCB has approved Gio's revelations in the film.

Thank you Censors! We, love you.


P.S. Thank you to everyone who attended our very successful premiere. Thank you to Lexuality readers whom I have met for the first time, Melanie and Alex and to all the regular Lexuality readers who is always there to support the films that I am a part of, thank you for making our premiere night a success.

The Guard Part 3

After the memorable incident at Eastwood, our friendship continued. Here's the continuation:
"The Guard Part 3"

Apparently, his girl friends don't give him one. I was so delighted during that evening. It felt like winning the lottery being the first gay man to experience this hunky 22 year old straight guy!


It was December, and I spent a few thousand bucks to buy him a sports watch. He really liked it. We began to be friends. He started revealing a lot of things about himself, about his dreams, about his family, etc. In fact, sinamahan ko pa siyang mag-Christmas shopping for his family and his girlfriends. But mind you, I did not spend a dime for his Christmas shopping except for our food and parking.

Nang niyaya ko siyang mag-overnight sa isang motel, hindi siya maka-Oo nang diretso. Medyo nahihiya pa siya e. When we got inside the room, I asked him to lie on his back para I can give him a massage. I removed his shirt and turned on the TV set. Then when I was about to massage the back of his legs, I asked him to remove his pants.

Nahihiya siyang maghubad. Patawa-tawa pa siya."Ganito ba talaga yun?", ang tanong niya. I continued massaging his whole body and I turned on the porn channel. Then I started to lick him all over his gym fit body. Halos mapasigaw siya sa sensations na nararamdaman niya.

"Grabe, ang sarap pala!", sabi niya.

Then kinagat-kagat ko ang dick niya while it is inside his briefs. Nilabas ko ito na matigas na matigas na and I sucked it the best way I can!

Gay Man's Choice

The blog author and Ang Ladlad's Danton Remoto

Here's a nice message forwarded to me for all Filipino Gays, Lesbians, Bisexuals and Transgenders out there:

I did not choose to be born gay nor did I choose to be discriminated for being one. I did not choose to get hurt by becoming who I am. There are so many things I did not choose by simply being gay.

But on May 10, I can finally make a choice, a choice to  stand up against hatred and discrimination, a choice to fight injustice against homosexuality; a choice for equality in sexuality, and above all else, a choice to be free.

Vote "Ang Ladlad" (#89) for party list on May 10.

On Gays and Arab Jail

Here's an interesting article on a Filipino gay salon worker who was imprisoned in Saudi Arabia from the Philippine Daily Inquirer.

READ THE ARTICLE

The Guard Part 2

Here is the second part of my letter, Xerex Xaviera style about my past relationship with a security guard. We were fooling around inside Eastwood cinema which I remember to be equipped with a moveable arm chair, perfect for intimate moments with your seat mate.


The Guard Part 2

I asked him, gusto mo ilabas natin para di nasisikipan sa loob (I was referring to his dick, of course). Nangiti lang siya. Sabi niya, ok lang ba dito? "Tayo lang naman dalawa e. Para di ka na mahirapan". He took out his hard, six incher cock from his brief. At ako naman, I did what I have wanted to do for the past few weeks, I got down on him to give him loving blow job.

            After a few strokes and a few seconds, sabi niya, "teka, teka, nakakahiya na…"

Tumigil muna ako sa pag-suck, a bit confused on what he means. Then I found out nilabasan na pala siya at nahihiya siyang mag-cum inside my mouth! Then I was convinced na ngayon lang siya nagka-experience ng blow job from a gay man like me.

And like a sorry kid, He came all over his pants! At sabi niya sobrang kabado daw siya. It was his first time to experience a real “blow job” and in public place pa.

Cock-mote

Kamote or Sweet Potato is rich in Vitamin A, C and fiber. Who doesn't like it, especially if it's shaped this way?