Lex, Tsupain mo 'ko...

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I was 20, a UP student doing part time work for Viva Entertainment. I was assigned to work with teen stars for a very popular TV show.

There was a long break and we were in a studio. I was at the couch resting with this former teen star who eventually became a lead hunky actor. He was with another actor talking about sex and all. Then suddenly, he sat near me and whispered to me, "Lex, tsupain mo 'ko" (Lex, wanna suck my dick).

My heart skipped a beat.

Back then, I was pretentious and virginal. I shook my head, crumpling my face in fake disgust.

That was eleven years ago. And I am slapping my face right now.

I am now 31. And this is my birthday post.

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The Sex Eye Ball part 2

Part 2

Yilmaz Bektas, the look-alike
of our visitor

A soft knock on my door soon followed. With one eye, I looked through the peep hole and there I saw the beautiful face that resembled the man in the picture. After a long exhalation, I opened the door to see a good looking man trapped in a body length that was just a few inches taller than the famous midget, Mahal. (to my recollection, I think he was below 5 foot tall).

A huge disappointment filled my pad as the foreigner stepped inside. Visions of Ylmaz Bektas soon disappeared.

A few pleasantries were exchanged with how-long-have-you-been-here-in-manila kind of conversation. The small talk ended. And we were confronted with the problem of how to dispose of this guy without losing Filipino hospitality.

In Tagalog, the celebrity and I conversed.

“Papauwiin ko na ito”, I declared.

“Ang samo mo naman. Kawawa naman yung tao. Ako na lang makikipag-sex sa kanya. Imagine-in ko na lang matangkad siya”, the celebrity offered.

I checked the profile again of our visitor. I saw the height. And it stated “5’9” – a clear deception.

The famouse midget Mahal

“Huwag kang maawa. Sinungaling sya. Nanloko siya sa profile niya. Hence, he deserves to be rejected!”, I said.

“Paano mo papaalisin? Baka magwala!”, the celebrity asked.

“Akong bahala. Pag umalma, malalaman niyang dati akong kickboxer!”.

I got back to our visitor whose eyes were looking forward to fuck one of us.

“So, shall we start?”, the foreigner asked.

“Do you mean sex? Oh no, that’s not possible! Today is Good Friday. We Filipinos, we cannot have sex during Good Friday or we burn in hell forever”, I said.

“Oh, but I thought…”, the foreigner protested.

“We only wanted to make friends. But sex is a no-no. Not possible today. In fact, we are about to pray in a while. Do you want to join us?”

The foreigner left my pad peacefully. Now, here’s a case where religion really saved my ass!

The Sex Eye Ball part 1

Part 1

It was a Good Friday, one of those holidays that left the Ortigas business district almost empty of human activities. I invited this popular celebrity to come over my place (not for sex but just to hang out), as both of us were bored and stuck in the city. I was chatting over a gay social networking site when I came across a profile of a good looking Mediterranean guy looking for some hot action. He was almost a clone of Ylmaz, the former husband of actress Ruffa Gutierrez.

“Shit! Ang guwapo! Invite ko kaya ito, dito?”, I thought out loud.

But the Celebrity was apprehensive. He didn’t like sexual indiscretions as it may hurt his “wholesome” image.

“Huwag kang mag-alala, hindi yan Pinoy. Hindi ka makikilala!”, I said.

The foreigner agreed to come over. The celebrity and I were jumping like little girls getting a Barbie doll for the first time.

“What if he asks for a threesome?”, the celebrity wondered.

“Hindi. Papipiliin natin siya.”, I replied.

And now, like real gentlemen, we came up with an agreement.

After a shower and a mouth wash, both of us were ready to meet our Mediterranean visitor. Then a call from the building guard came confirming if we were expecting a visitor.


to be continued...

Raffy

This is Raffy, my masseur last time from the Boys of Bora (Kamias, Quezon city). And boy did he give me a "mind blowing experience"!

Wanna try him? Call (02) 4330158 for inquiries.

Prayer to a Brazilian Cock

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I was at the gym peeing by the urinals. Then this well built, handsome looking Brazilian model stood beside me to pee as well. I noticed that he was standing a few more inches away from the urinals. Then I realized why. In his hand was a humongous manhood unconsciously passing it's yellow fluid.

He wasn't showing it off. He just had to stay a little farther to perfect his urinary trajectory.

And immediately, I thought about how I felt seeing such a huge dick for the first time in my life. I was perplexed. I didn't feel anything sexual about it. My feeling was something beyond the reach of my flesh.

I was in awe. It was almost spiritual. It was perhaps, rapture. Probably the same kind of amazement if the Virgin Mary suddenly appears before you. And for this apparition, I pray:

"Oh Brazilian cock, I am not worthy to be your servant. But just say the words, and i shall kneel before you all my life. Amen."

The Guard Part 4

Here's the final installment of my personal memoir that I should have written for my favorite column, Xerex Xaviera:

Si Gardo Part 4

There will be times na patitgilin niya ako dahil sa sobrang sarap daw ng sensation na naramdaman niya! Sobrang init daw ng katawan niya at para daw siyang nakukuryente.


Kaya naman lalo ko pang ginalingan ang pag-suck ko sa kanya. He was probably the sexiest guy I have been with.

He was moaning quite loud when he came inside my mouth. I absorbed his manly taste at niyakap niya ako ng pagkahigpit-higpit. By the way, it was Christmas day. And this was the best gift I got.

I gave him another blow job before we slept into each other’s arms. Before his 6am duty that day, I woke up at about 430am. I felt his crotch again -- almost ready for its morning hardon. I went inside the blanket and woke him up with an early morning blow.

What’s really nice about him is has been quite affectionate with me as well. Madalas nauuna pa siyang mag-text sa akin to tell me he misses me. Feeling ko tuloy nagising ko ang kanyang homosexual longings.

After a few months, I resigned from our office in Makati to join another company in Quezon city. Naging madalang na an gaming pag-uusap. Hanggang nakalimutan na naming ang isa’t isa.

UPDATE:

Recently, I visited the building of my client and I was surprised to see him there. He was still as handsome as before, a nostalgic smile dissolved across his face. I gave him my card and told him to contact me

“Sir, may asawa na ako”, he replied.

And I knew what he meant.

Pulupot Exposed!

During the shoot of Pulupot, all the actors were housed in a villa inside the very nice Lakeshore Property in Pampanga. While I and the other gay staff, director Monti Parungao, photographer Ian Felix Alquiros and producer Carlos Barrera were on the other villa (needless to say, my night was boring! hehehe).

I am an early riser so I volunteered to wake up everyone including the actors.

Now, there's an ulterior motive why I like to wake up everyone in the morning because as per my boy scout days, the early morning reveals the woody interiors of all the boys in our tent. So by around 7 am, I was excited to check out the sleeping actors.

But I was in for a surprise. I was aghast to see that some of the actresses (playing bit roles) were sleeping inside the arms of the actors!

I immediately recommended to the producer not to pay talent fees to these actresses since they had so much fun for the evening (The producer being a kind soul didn't hear my case) And from then on, I promised myself never to write any script with small young female roles to keep promiscuous newbie actresses from the shoot of my script!

But did I get to see some morning woody? Oh yes! Thanks to Gio Gapas (who was sleeping in his gray bikinis) and Jeff Luna (sleeping in his thin basketball shorts). My eyes had a great morning!

Pulupot runs on May 12 (Wednesday) at Robinsons Cinemas and other gay friendly theaters around the Metro. And mind you, the MTRCB has approved Gio's revelations in the film.

Thank you Censors! We, love you.


P.S. Thank you to everyone who attended our very successful premiere. Thank you to Lexuality readers whom I have met for the first time, Melanie and Alex and to all the regular Lexuality readers who is always there to support the films that I am a part of, thank you for making our premiere night a success.

The Guard Part 3

After the memorable incident at Eastwood, our friendship continued. Here's the continuation:
"The Guard Part 3"

Apparently, his girl friends don't give him one. I was so delighted during that evening. It felt like winning the lottery being the first gay man to experience this hunky 22 year old straight guy!


It was December, and I spent a few thousand bucks to buy him a sports watch. He really liked it. We began to be friends. He started revealing a lot of things about himself, about his dreams, about his family, etc. In fact, sinamahan ko pa siyang mag-Christmas shopping for his family and his girlfriends. But mind you, I did not spend a dime for his Christmas shopping except for our food and parking.

Nang niyaya ko siyang mag-overnight sa isang motel, hindi siya maka-Oo nang diretso. Medyo nahihiya pa siya e. When we got inside the room, I asked him to lie on his back para I can give him a massage. I removed his shirt and turned on the TV set. Then when I was about to massage the back of his legs, I asked him to remove his pants.

Nahihiya siyang maghubad. Patawa-tawa pa siya."Ganito ba talaga yun?", ang tanong niya. I continued massaging his whole body and I turned on the porn channel. Then I started to lick him all over his gym fit body. Halos mapasigaw siya sa sensations na nararamdaman niya.

"Grabe, ang sarap pala!", sabi niya.

Then kinagat-kagat ko ang dick niya while it is inside his briefs. Nilabas ko ito na matigas na matigas na and I sucked it the best way I can!

The Guard Part 2

Here is the second part of my letter, Xerex Xaviera style about my past relationship with a security guard. We were fooling around inside Eastwood cinema which I remember to be equipped with a moveable arm chair, perfect for intimate moments with your seat mate.


The Guard Part 2

I asked him, gusto mo ilabas natin para di nasisikipan sa loob (I was referring to his dick, of course). Nangiti lang siya. Sabi niya, ok lang ba dito? "Tayo lang naman dalawa e. Para di ka na mahirapan". He took out his hard, six incher cock from his brief. At ako naman, I did what I have wanted to do for the past few weeks, I got down on him to give him loving blow job.

            After a few strokes and a few seconds, sabi niya, "teka, teka, nakakahiya na…"

Tumigil muna ako sa pag-suck, a bit confused on what he means. Then I found out nilabasan na pala siya at nahihiya siyang mag-cum inside my mouth! Then I was convinced na ngayon lang siya nagka-experience ng blow job from a gay man like me.

And like a sorry kid, He came all over his pants! At sabi niya sobrang kabado daw siya. It was his first time to experience a real “blow job” and in public place pa.

The Guard Part 1

(Model only)

I just realized that when you reach a significant number for your age, in my case 30, you tend to go back to your past. And I particularly enjoy revisiting the memories of the different men that came into my life. 

About six years ago, I wrote an erotic letter and sent it anonymously to different yahoo groups for gay men. This time, allow me to claim this beautiful experience - my relationship with a wonderful straight guy who works as a security guard.

Here is part 1 of my lengthy letter:





             Si Gardo

Last month, our company organized a marathon event. And while we were giving away our raffle prizes, I saw a nice looking guy eagerly waiting for his number to be called. He caught my attention. I found him so hot. He is 5'9, Moreno, muscled, with well defined legs and arms, clean, army cut with a pleasant face whose smile I will die for.

At first, I was quite afraid to approach him. He could be an military guy who might just hit me on my face or a snobbish student from a respected university who might look down on me as an annoyingly aggressive gay guy. But then, I thought I had to take a risk. I was so just so smitten by him. I introduced myself and gave him my business card. I found out that he is an employee of one of our clients. And he was a security guard.

So, let's just call him Gardo (pun intended!). After this we started texting each other and I asked him out for dinner.We dated twice but nothing happened between us. Puro kuwentuhan lang ng buhay buhay at ng kanyang 2 girl firend na pinagsasabay niya.

He told me that a good number of gay guys have approached him but he turned them all down kasi nakakabastos daw yung approach nila. In fact in our second date at Eastwood where I left him for a few minutes to chit chat with a friend of mine, I saw one gay guy approach him. I checked how he will react to him knowing na di niya ako nakikita. But pinaalis niya yung baklang nagpakilala sa kanya at hindi niya ito in-entertain. Feeling ko tuloy ang ganda ganda ko kahit ang laki laki ng tiyan ko (I was overweight back then)

What's good about this guy is he never asked me for anything kahit na piso. Except of course I had to spend for our food and movie tickets which is but normal. He doesn't even smoke and drink, so wala akong bisyo na kelangang suportahan pag lumalabas kami.

On our third date, hanggang holding hands lang kami pag nasa kotse kami. But when we watched a film sa Eastwood, I was surprised na kami lang 2 ang taong nanonood. Luma na kasi yung palabas"Shrek 2". I began to play with his nipples and his chest. Yun lang ang ginagawa ko and he guided my hand to his crotch. Feeling ko tuloy, sanay na sanay pala ito! Then I felt na tinitigasan na pala siya.

TO BE CONTINUED

The Atenean Hunk

The man in this picture is not related
to the subject of the post

In the early 2000, i had an adventurous sexual affair with an Atenean student while I was a student in the neighboring UP Diliman. He was lanky and a geeky Chemistry student but had an oh-so handsome face. He was horny whenever he sees me and he asks for a blow job anywhere I can park my car around UP and Katipunan.

Eventually, we lost touch of each other. And after a few years, I began to see him in a few TV and print ads as a model. He has bloomed into a beautiful man with a gym fit body to match his angelic face. I bumped into him at Gateway and I asked him if he still remembers me. He said, how can he ever forget the gay man who gave him his first sexual experience.

About a year after, I was doing a show for the Malacanang palace. We were billeted in a hotel somewhere in Manila. My stage director was boasting that a model was waiting for him by the lobby. The model was his "thing" for the night. And as we got off the elevator, I saw him, the Atenean hunk from my past. And just like most models, he has become a part of the pricey sex trade.

30

my latest photo while shooting  in Masbate

Three days before my 30th birthday (which is today), I treated myself to a body scrub in one of my favorite "clean" spas. I was naked in front of a nice looking guy who was my attendant for the evening. The attendant took of his shirt revealing his fit torso and abs.

LEX: Ilang taon ka na?

ATTENDANT: 21 po. Kayo sir?

LEX: 30

ATTENDANT: Talaga sir?

LEX: Bakit parang ayaw mo maniwala?

ATTENDANT: Baby face po kasi kayo.


LEX: Mahilig kasi ako uminom ng gatas. At parang baby ako pag uminom ng gatas.

ATTENDANT: Ano po bang gatas ang iniinom nyo?

LEX: Nakakahiya sabihin e. Maalat kasi yung paborito kong gatas.

The attendant laughed and he started to wash me with warm water. And before the session ended, I was giving him a good scrub as well.

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And because it's my birthday, allow me to thank all of you for following this blog. I am thankful for all the friends that I have made through this lexuality. And all the lessons that I have learned from you guys.

And here's a birthday request from me: Please vote for "Ang Ladalad" for party list and "Liza Maza" for senator. They will be our voices in the government. And if you're still undecided for who your president is, please consider Noynoy and Mar.

I have had 30 wonderful years of gay life. And may we all live better lives ahead.

With much love,

Lex Bonife